steamy dream

I had a dream the other night, and it involved someone of my own past, someone who I dated more than a year ago. Let's call her Leenx.



The dream started in an alley where I and Leenx were walking. She was ranting something about her school report. Four of her friends appear from nowhere and discuss it together. After that, someone suggested that we get dressed up for a party. I go to the bathroom and don a polo and black shoes and Leenx enters our car (which appeared from nowhere) and got dressed too. Her attire, for some reason, appalled me and so I started chastising her for wearing it. She scoffs, walks towards me and puts her arms around my neck, as if we're dancing intimately. She looks up to me, closes her eyes and kisses me. Of course I was surprised and I kissed her back too late. She pulls away her head and loks down, a bit disappointed not with me but with herself. I told her that I was surprised, and she pulls me to another place, at the corner where a bench appeared. nod

We sit and she pulls me closer and again we kissed. This time it's different--it's torrid, like there's no tomorrow, like we're two heroes kissing each other to save the world, we're already fiddling with each other's tongues inside each other's mouths--

I wake up, it's already 7 am.

I don't know why this happened, does it mean something? Am I preoccupied with her? I don't think so. Yes, we kissed the last time we saw each other, after the date, but...

I don't want to think about it.

Unkowledgement II

The success of my memoir, I feel, depends largely on how appealing the author is. To address this, he offers you the following, without any regard on privacy:


1.) that he is a product of an unwanted pregnancy

2.) that ater 6 months, he is still unemployed, and is losing hope about it

3.) that his biological clock has been reversed for months now

4.) that he has been losing weight, hopefully for good

5.) that he also hates milk

6.) that is a bit confused about his feelings, even if he is having fun with it at the moment

7.) that he is currently entertaining the idea of building jealousy plotlines

8.) that he is planning on rekindling something soon, for better or worse

9.) that he is meeting two deadlines, the first one being self-imposed; the second one imposed by a publication he disdains and

10.) that he is again experiencing a taste for travel.